I wanna know what it'd be like

I scraped my knees while I was praying
And found a demon in my safest haven,
Seems like it's getting harder to believe in anything
Than just to get lost in all my selfish thoughts


I wanna know what it'd be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light
Or turn it off
In all my spite
In all my spite
I'll turn it off


And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall I will realize
I'm better off when I hit the bottom


The tragedy it seems unending
I'm watching everyone I looked up to breaking, bending


Taking short cuts and false solutions
Just to come out the hero


Well I can see behind the curtain
The wheels are cranking, turning,
It's all wrong the way we're working
Towards a goal that's nonexistent
It's nonexistent, but we just keep believing


And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall I will realize
I'm better off when I hit the bottom


I wanna know what it'll be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light?
And turn it off
In all my spite
In all my spite
I'll turn it off
Just turn it off

Again
Again


And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're heading for a cliff
And in the free fall I will realize
I'm better off when I hit the bottom

And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're heading for a cliff
And in the free fall I will realize
I'm better of when I hit the bottom